Diary from an Angry Black Teen Girl - June 25th, 2022

Llexxi Youngs

Growing older is cruel all of my loves have turned into I hate everything I thought I was going to love. The city, people… my life. What makes it cruel is my inability to escape it through my dreams concocted in my youthful innocence. Something my age has taken from me.

Father and daughter relationships are complicated. I have never valued someone’s opinion so much more than his. One word was all it took and I made it my life, I know he’s sorry. I can feel it but it doesn’t help every time I’m rejected by another man. All I hear is his voice screaming bitch at me.