Growing Up - date somewhere between 2018~2019

Llexxi Youngs

What does age have to do with anything, adults/grown-ups like to say your to young to know anything, you can’t fall in love, you’re to young to know what love is, don’t act grown, just so many stupid reasons for they can put you down. I Don’t Care but apart of me does. That’s another thing when I say I don’t care I really mean I really do fucking care.

It’s like when girls say “I’m fine” they really mean “I’m not fucking fine please somebody help me, why is no one listening to me!!” It’s the same for me. When I say one thing I mean the opposite thing. But back to what I was saying. All my life I was told to “quit acting grown” but then “why won’t you stop acting like a child, grow up, take care of this, do that, be more responsible, etc, etc” It gets really tiring and confusing, that I don’t know how to act.